Invisible

Whispering. Subtle whispers.
But no one hears you.
You pick up a normal tone, it'll be alright.
No one hears you.
You raise your voice a bit now. Just a bit.
No one hears you.
You're screaming your lungs out,
Your lungs short of air,
Your face turning a bright red from the effort,
From the anger, and from the pain.
You're screaming,
But no one hears you.

And they turn towards you,
Towards you,
And they turn right away.

You're there, but invisible. 

My Last Breath

Drowning.

Drowning in this world so cruel,
This world so judgmental
My mind can't stand it any longer.

I need to BREATHE !!

Choking, suffocating,
My lungs are giving up on me,
My heart is panicky
I'm sputtering out water but taking more in.....

Somebody help me !!

I....can't see the surface anymore.
I think this is it.
You don't need water to feel like you're drowning,
Do you !? 

A Cry For Help

Why do we humans define our lives
By such small trivial things !?
When kids, "Oh how many friends do you have !?"
A little older, test scores.
Then how much pocket money we have.
"Oh you don't have a smartphone !!?? Sad."
"I've already like made out with seven guys,
And you not a single one !!??"
"WHAT !? You DON'T smoke !?"
"Lol still not drinking yet !! Grow up !!"

WELL THAT'S THE THING. I DON'T WANT TO.

What happened to those days
Where time with our parents meant the world.
And the only phone a ten year old had was the one he made.
Those days when our grandparents were never to 'old for us'.
And failing was NOT a trend.
Those days when the only beer teenagers would drink was root beer.
And teenagers would have licorice candy instead of cigarettes.
And a girl and a guy could stay friends and at the same time in their limits.
What happened to our innocent hearts
Somewhere between childhood and adolescence !?

They're all personal decisions.
But ask yourself, whether the 7 year old you,
Wanted the you of today to turn out like this.

Depression

Don't let your sorrow
Remain inside of you.
For it will grow,
Deep under your skin,
Into your blood carrying veins
And straight to your heart,
Dragging you further and further down
Into the deep abyss of depression. 

Raging Love

"Shhh. Listen closely" he said,
As he pulled my ear to his chest.
I listened, listened as carefully as I could
To the sound of his heartbeat.
"My heart is an ocean, my love,
And it rages for you."

The Burial

So maybe you did break my heart,
And maybe you were the reason behind my tears,
The cause for my fake but broken smile,
And the one who sucked the happiness out of my life,
But the pen my friend,
Is my mighty tool,
With which I will bury you in the depths of my writing,
On a paper blotted with ink and my sorrowful, last tears.

Lighting Fires

And when someone walks away,
Away from you, away from your life,
Leaving you to fend for yourself,
Each footstep of theirs less audible,
Each footstep crumbling your broken, scarred heart,
Leave them, as easily as they leave you.

They have no right to leave you in the cold,
And get upset when you light your own fires

Forgotten Me

And since you walked away from me,
Since you left me alone,
Since you left me out in the cold,
Since you broke my heart,
And walked away, kicking the broken pieces,
And since you never gave a damn,

I write about you.
I write about you so you forget me slower.

Luminescent

What a fabulous word,
Luminescence.
For one that is luminescent
Produces their own light.

So that they rely on no one,
So that they are never in the dark,
So that they never feel alone,
And so that they always provide light,
ALWAYS provide light to others.

Oh, how I would love to be
LUMINESCENT

Hey Guys

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The Mind of a Teenager

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Proud Indian

The olympics is finally coming to a close.

In the span of the entire olympics, India has won only two medals, both of them being won by women. Does it show the changing times of women empowerment ? Yes, it does. Does it show the equality of men and women ? Yes, it does. We should be proud of these women who have represented us at the biggest platform available. And I am a proud Indian women.

It is sad that our cricket crazy nation almost always fails to recognize our athletes in different disciplines, and it happens to the fullest extent once in four years. India had many medal hopes riding into the olympics, but none of them performed on the world stage. I believe it is time that our government, our society and our mindsets begin to accept the fact that our national and international level athletes don't get enough attention, and do something about it. It's the cold, hard fact. And it's a sad fact to deal with.

While a lot of us will be disappointed with the overall performance of our Olympic Contingent, I want to lift your spirits! How many of you are aware that the Indian Contingent that was sent to the Special Olympics late last year had won 173 medals ? 173 !! That is an astounding number, and we must be very very proud. I know I am. But we haven't acknowledged these athletes to the extent they deserve, for they are overshadowed by the Olympics itself.

But a note to all those athletes who did represent us at the Olympics and especially at the Special Olympics, I salute you all. Hats off to you, honestly, I couldn't be prouder 🇮🇳

The 100m Sprint

He was down, on all fours

Breathing fast. 

Heart rate immeasurable. 

Beads of sweat dropped down his face. 

And then he heard the gun shot. 

He was sprinting. 

Sprinting for all his life. 

His legs moving so fast they were a blur. 

And then he could see it. 

He pumped his legs faster than possible 

And finally he was there. 

He crossed the finish line first. 

He now had a gold medal to call his own. 

She is a Woman

She sat at the edge

Thinking. Thinking about jumping. 

Thinking about taking her own life. 

While she had dignity. 

While she wasn't insecure. 

She was a victim of society. 

Judged. Ordered. Restricted. 

All because of her gender. 

The water stood still before her. 

Deep. A deep blue. Ready to bury her

Her tears fell in, engulfed by the water. 

It sent ripples across the ocean. 

She suddenly questioned her decision. 

She was a woman. Could she be that tear ?

That one drop of water that creates ripples across the world ?

In a world of judgmental, powerful men,

Could she be the change ?

Yes. She could. The ocean won't have her today. 

Because she had a world to change

She is a woman. 

We Are Never Alone

The tears collect in my eyes
Before they trickle down like rain
It carries a huge burden
Expressing all my pain
They form salty tracks
As they move from eye to cheek
Speaking of those things
That I was too scared to speak
I wipe my face gently
And wipe both my eyes
The truth may not be, but I tell myself
"You're to precious to cry"
But I toughen up,
And though I'm now on my own
We learn through this loneliness
That we are never actually alone 

Celestial Lovers

In the darkness of the night

The moon danced by the stars

Counting the hours till he saw the sun

It always seemed so far

For when the night did come

Every night without fail

He was kissed by gentle sunlight 

Eliminating his look so pail

But he never saw this maiden

Who carelessly breathed life into him

For the when the night would disappear 

Along with it, would go him

He continued to love her

Blind or not, he didn't care

For though he never saw her

He knew of her flair

And so every night he died for her

Enclosed in an opaque sheath

In order to allow his beautiful maiden

Another chance to breath

The Masked Face

Behind That Smile

Everyone has a story. 

Don't judge them without knowing 

Keep those judgy stares to yourself

For them life's not all easy going 

Messed up mascara

Blood shot eyes

She's not high. No

Just been crying. She's living a lie

Make up on in the morning

Lip stick for that smile 

That fake, convincing smile

That hides emotions that stretch for miles

Bright eyes lined with all sorts of things 

But have you bothered to look beyond !?

For you will see into her disturbed soul

But you never looked, so you never found 

A beautiful face. A fragile one. 

But it's not all-telling. It never is

For she hides all her emotions

So people don't see the mess she is. 

It's Not The END

So today I read something that really bothered me, like REALLY. So this post went like this:      

 

Now, while I find it oh so cute and loving that we can think of our family like this, and the fact that I really do love my family, all the END references really troubled me. They say that "Friends are the Family you choose", so how can you say that all these, lets call them relationships, are bound to come to an end!? That is absolutely WRONG.

 

Isn't it sad, the fact that some people ACKNOWLEDGE that their friendships will never last, or their relationships for that matter!? That friend you were so close to in school or college, that boy or girl you probably said "I love you" to, that bestie you shared so many fun times with and hoped you would have more to come........and just admitting defeat to the course of time, giving up on these important people in life.

 

Ah Time! The devil that screws with everyone, that screws with all friendships, all relationships, for its own amusement I guess. And some so slowly, and some ever so quickly, you find friends disappearing from your lives. Fading. And soon enough you realize that you guys went from speaking or chatting everyday to hearing nothing from them for weeks, and then months and then years and soon enough that person doesn't even exist anymore.

 

WHY!? Why does this happen to such close friends, when they meant everything in the world to you and vice versa, but suddenly you find yourselves taking your own paths, and you never find that common ground for the both of you. And just like that, years of friendship and time spent together I just gone. Gone and forgotten. It breaks MY heart! So what if you're in different colleges!? So what if you have taken different streams!? SO WHAT!?

 

Understand the importance of FRIENDS people.........cause when you are alone, and the world seems like a dark, dark place, and your family can't help you anymore, you turn to your friends. But won't it be SO DRASTIC if there is no on to turn to!? No one to lend a shoulder, no one to support you!? No one to wipe your tears, no one to help you stand up.....no one, and you're all alone.

 

This post is 80% BULLSHIT. The 20% that's true!? Everything abut your family, and that's it. So please, hear me out when I say this, and I don't just say it I shout it out LOUD, cherish your family and cherish your friends. Love them with all your heart, and always put an effort into it, you won't regret it I SWEAR.

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The Candle of Friendship

The candle stood, flame shining bright, alone but independent, fragile but confident, humble yet strong. 

Friendship, in all its glory and brightness, seems like the easiest thing. How hard can it be? To be friends with someone? But experienced people think otherwise. Friendship, may just be the easiest thing when the goings are good, and both people are happy, and so everyone is happy. But this isn't the case always.......

 The candle still stood, flame still shining bright. Still independent. Still confident. Still humble and still strong. But then, just then, a wind blew. A weak wind, but the flame flickered. The smallest flicker.........

Yes, friendship is easy. Easy, until there's a small problem that arises between you. A tiny, tiny problem, which you think can cause no harm. Ah! But you're mistaken here. And the worst thing you can do is dismiss the problem, without acknowledging it. 

 The wind might have started out weak, but it is certainly persistent. One small flicker after the other, the flame endures it, but it knows that it can no longer do it on its own. Independent people sometimes are dependent you know!?

So you dismissed the problem. But just like that wind, one small, dismissed problem after another, the tension between you two rises. You suddenly find yourself in such a position, that you're fading away, flickering out of existence.....

The flickering has slowed down, reduced. A hand now protects the flame on one side, but why does it continue to flicker? Because on other side, exposed to the raw wind, the flame is still dying, still fading. Slowly, but steadily disappearing. 

Effort from one side will never save your friendship, it will only sustain it for a certain amount of time. The end is inevitable, just like for that flame, if your friendship isn't protected and nourished from both sides.

 The candle stands now, strong again, protected on both sides by loving hands. Nurtured by these loving hands. It is no longer a flame, but a fire. A fire that will burn bright for eternity, because independent as it is, no one is alone in this world, not even a small flame.....

Problems arise in every friendship, every relationship. But all it takes is that small effort from both sides to keep the eternal fire of your friendship burning, and burning bright. Don't give up on your friends, put in that little effort, cause that's all it takes. 

My Insight Into The Finals

So guys, I have been asked by my dear, but superstitious sister to get typing, to help RCB a bit. If I had to describe my sis in three words during these past two months, it would superstitious, superstitious and superstitious.

But still, here I am, probably typing the longest blog ever, cause I REALLY REALLY want RCB to win!!! It's already looking really good for RCB, with the bowling looking in top form. Don't wanna say anything to jinx it though!!!

Our fielding is looking ON POINT so far, so all looking good for Bangalore!! Gayle bowling.....run out chance, could have been better fielding. Hmm, I'm really surprised that Gayle has been brought on to bowl, but a good move though.

Top shot from Dhawan. AND THEN DROPPED. WTF. Jamaican Giant GO HOME. Watto on vs Warner. Shit six. Shit. Shit. Shit. C'mon Watto, you're better than that. Just a single.

Oh another six. Great. There is a lot of screaming in my house right now, because my sis and Sumedha make a bad combination in this case!!! Doesn't carry to slip. And then the fielders just look on as Warner hits a four. This is actually good cricket from SRH.

So let me tell you how effin happy I am, and I'll tell you why as well. Ok, so I always wanted to get into Christ, and my results were that good that I got in!!! I'm not officially celebrating, but still, I'm really happy. Hmmm why is Gayle still on !?? What is Kohli on to here!!?? Full toss. Misfield. By Kohli. What's happening!!?? Six from the Bull.

Bleh. Bleh. Bleh. If you know what I mean.

I'm wearing a Superman/Batman hoodie right now, and I feel way cool. Chahal on to bowl. You think I can get a job with Cricinfo!? I think I'm pretty damn good!! Misfield. Again. Shouting. Again.

YYEESSSSS OUT !!!! Chahal strikes!!  Dhawan the man!!! Shouting out of happiness this time!!! Henriques to come in. Chahal is really a rising star isn't he!? Brilliant find by RCB really, also great he's getting a chance in the Indian team. Hope he proves himself

Buy Voltas All Star AC. I just saw the ad. I could feel the air. No I couldn't. Could I get paid for this!? Something to think about LOL!! I'm not actually laughing out loud though. Shot for a six. A lllooooonnnngggg way. Six and then single, brilliant cricket from Warner.

Current run rate is 9.45......

Screw these ads really!!! Indians come up with the most POINTLESS SHIT. Chahal back on. Has this been the most exciting IPL ever!!?? Poll question. I will post the results!!! I think so, cause the way it swung in RCB's favor just at the right time......brilliant. Four more for Warner. MISfuckingFIELD. FUCK YOU. Ugghhhhhhhhhh this is frustrating. 50 for Warner.......out of 24..........another one........wow.

EDGED BUT NOT CAUGHT. KL RAHUL IS NOT A WICKET FUCKING KEEPER. Does Sumedha always wear her glasses while watching the match!? It matters....really something to think about!!!! NOT. Four. And another one. Fielders standing and staring. We are sitting and staring. Warner takes a fall but laughs it off, so does Kohli.

OUT!!!!!!!!!!! BUT NOT WARNER!!!! HENRIQUES OUT. JORDAN WITH THE BLOW. Chahal with a damn good catch!!! Yuvi comes in.......this makes me nervous. OOOHHHH close one.

Fall in love with learning!? Can that ad be anymore cliché!? My ass physics. Watto in to the attack.
I actually hate commentators who are just all about cricket, I like a bit of fun!! Gayle bending and diving in ways I have never seen him do before!!! Good bouncer!! I love the juicy bowling LOL. 

Hmm.....the Red Army is half dead, and they have a right to be. Classy, brilliant shot. Textbook. Crap four. And then flicked for a six......Yuvi is dishing it out here!!! Classy again.

Next ball!? RUN OUT CHANCE, SINGLE TAKEN. Damn........bunch of fatties being recorded on TV. Warner on strike......lets see what happens.....up in the air but no one to catch it.

Me, myself and I playing, LOVING IT. Chahal back on!! Hopefully an exciting over!! Defended. Solid defense just FYI. WHAT TURN!! Close chance......Chahal looking really good at the moment!!!

Is it just me who thinks that Danny Morrison is the best commentator!!?? He is just so excited bout everything that happens in the game!! He gets all me excited!!! Messi looks fab in this ad, he is REALLY cute isn't he!? But its not like I am a football fan or anything!!!

Arvind back into the attack. #GlamShot !!?? WTH !!?? HOW WAS THAT ALLOWED TO BE A FOUR!!?? AND THEN A WICKET !!!! WARNER OUT !!!! RCB FINALLY HAVE THE BREAKTHROUGH !!!! ARVIND YOU BEAUT !!! WHY AM I TYPING IN CAPS!!! Back to regular font.

Hooda in to bat. Sumedha says AB Baby !!!

"We light up the world!!"- Firestone

129-3, never mind 135-3 in 14.3, as Yuvi hits a six, and then a four taking the total to 139........SRH are in a really good position to finish off on a high....

FADED !!! OUR SONG !!! And also a four.....wow Yuvi is just having fun now!!! Effortless batting at the moment. Oh close to an edge!! "Where are you now!?" I love this song so much. Single. Also effortless. HOODA OUT !!!! Arvind strikes......but Yuvi still being there is dangerous. Timeout.....really required by RCB right now.

That means break for me also. Catch you in a minute.

4,3,2,1 I'm back, and so is Jordan. OOOUUUUUUTTTTTTTTT!!!!! YUVRAJ OUT !!! WHAT A CATCH BY WATTO!!! Game on!!! SRH suddenly collapse, swinging the match again. Four.......damn......good shot though!! With that 150 is up.....152-5 in 16.3. Damn I'm hungry.....but no eating till batting is over. I'm as determined as any of these players. Direct hit and he was gone!!! Beer shampoo LEL. Just FYI, LEL stands for laughing even louder.

So, LEL.

Two wides in a row!? Watto what are you doing man!!?? AND THEN RUN OUT!!!! NAMAN OJHA OUT!!!! My dog is really bored right now. And really sleepy. DAMN SIX MORE. FARCK!!! Shit four more. Watson may have got a wicket in this over, but he has been ttooooooo expensive. PULL YOUR SHIT TOGETHER. That's better.........

What shot even was that!? Jordan bowling his last, one over after this. Score at 174-6 in 18.3......respective of a four from Cutting. JORDAN GETS A WICKET THOUGH!!! Chahal with the catch. He really has been involved in this match though right!!?? Cutting on strike........and its A WIDE GONE FOR FOUR. KL RAHUL GO HOME. ANOTHER FOUR WTF. Single......16 runs from Jordan's last.

Watto to bowl the last, and four first ball. FFUUUCCCKKK. Six. Out. Of. The. Stadium. Fuck. Ing. Shit. Third ball six more......Watson has lost us the match. Single fourth ball. Bhuvi on strike, single taken. Last ball, Cutting on strike.......and its a six. FUCK YOU WATSON. CONGRATS SRH.

BYE


 

Results, Results and Results.....

So apparently we were supposed to get our 10th standard results today, but no shit has happened.

It's getting on a lot of peoples nerves, including mine, that though our results are ready to be declared, it is just being postponed, and postponed and postponed. The board isn't thinking about the eager but anxious wait for us students.

 

Also, I want to tell you all how ridiculous it is that literally the entire course of our lives is being decided by this one exam.One. Fricking. Exam. When will the Indian Education System change!? There is so much pressure on students for this one exam, and sometimes for some people it is too much to handle.

 

So we get done with the exams, and by some miracle we have all coped with the stress, all to face it again waiting for our results!!?? What are you TRYING TO KILL US!? It is BEYOND ridiculous, honestly.

 

Every other day there is some ridiculous report in the news or online saying "CBSE Results to be declared tomorrow", and every student has that nervous, restless sleep, wakes up in the morning and finds out that it was a false report! What are you guys trying to achieve!? Give some kid a heart attack!? CUT IT OUT.

 

The declaration of our results has been so over hyped that I don't think anyone feels anything. We have run out of sweat, energy and racing heartbeats. It's about time to end this crap.

 

To my fellow 10th graders, I do wish you all the best for whenever our results do come out, and I hope everybody has all the success they deserve!! 

It's About Time We Change

I'm sick of this. Sick of this country and the stuck up mentality of majority of the people. The traffic. The pollution. The noise. The garbage everywhere. The corruption. Everything. I'm sick of everything.

Right from the reckless behavior of people when it comes to our environment and our surroundings, to the rash driving and the endless traffic, to the cheap people who give cheap staresand pass cheap comments, just cause they're cheap, to the stupid attitude of 'not mine, so don't care' that EVERYBODY adopts.

I don't know why, and I'm not proud of the fact, that this list is so long !!

Just yesterday, I was crossing the road, and about 50 meters behind me a bus had stopped, to pick up some passengers. I begin to cross the road, and when the bus starts, the driver sees me crossing, and instead of waiting, he starts accelerating TOWARDS me. I mean who in their right minds would do that!?? And so I ran back to the footpath, and the conductor in the bus had the adaucity to SHOUT at me from the bus!?? Like WHAT THE F*** !??

Garbage collectors (and I'm saying this because it has happened to my mom) won't collect garbage that is even one meter away from the area allotted to them!! One fricking meter!!

And also, every girl, and I mean literally every single one, will tell you that some random cheap guy, on the road, or at a signal, would have stared at her, or winked at her, or passed cheap comments like I said before.

I mean there are SO many restrictions on girls because of these things. I myself, being a girl child, have so many restrictions, and I don't blame my parents. Parents must be so insecure about their girl children, and all because of some random A Holes, who don't have a life or any better work to do than make girls insecure.

Honestly, we talk about how people study in India and then move abroad, and we criticize them so much, questioning their patriotism, but maybe they have just got that fed up with this damned country that they left it, leading better lives somewhere else. Is that to much to ask for !? Is it to much to understand !? It isn't for me. But it's time this country changed. Many people, including myself, believe that India is in the process of changing. But the question is are we really !??

P.S: Sorry if this offended anyone, it's just my bitter truth.

The Truth About Love

He was broken.

Girls had come and gone, but none of them wrecking him the way She did.

She who he stayed up all night for, when she needed someone to listen to her.
She who, whenever she needed him, had to make just a single phone call.
She who took out all her anger on him, and he just took it.
She who, when needed a friend, he was a friend.
She who, when needed a date, he was her date.
She, for who he tried to provide anything and everything.
She who broke his heart

And after losing each other, She wasn't broken.

He was.
Was he capable of loving again? Would he ever be fixed? Would She ever come back to him?

But it was not She who fixed him, or came back to him, but another girl.

This girl picked up the pieces of his broken heart. She was the light in his darkness. His star in the night. With all the love and warmth she had, she melted his heart right back into shape. Warmth flooded back into his life. He was no more broken.

He had late night phone calls with her, and this time, she was listening.
He always had her when he needed her, for she was one call away.
He took out his anger on her, but she never got upset.
He had a friend when he needed one.
He had a date when he wanted one
He had everything he wanted because of her.
He broke her heart.

With mended heart and even more love, he went back to Her. She who had not done anything to deserve his love, not before, not now, not ever. She who had broken his heart, but stole it as well, never returning it, keeping him returning. She who stole him from That girl.

That girl who loved him, and cared for him.
That girl who deserved his love, but still doesn't have it.
That girl who fixed him with all her warmth.

And now, That girl was broken, the love and warmth sucked right out her.

Her heart so cold it couldn't be broken

 

What's On Your Mind!?

Hey Peeps!!! What are you guys up to!? I'm so jobless, just sitting at home, entertaining things in my house running out. That's pretty much been the story of my entire vacation!! What have you been up to!? Lazing around, getting on your parents nerves while burning a hole through their wallet.......just like me!!!??

I seriously have been just a waste of space this entire one and a half months!!! Don't know what to do with myself!!

All this free time has got me thinking about the most RANDOM things. Like, for example, how the seat belt in a car, which is meant to keep you safe in case of sudden breaks, can end up choking you!?
It's mind boggling really.

Also, in my free time, I watch A LOT of Anime, and whenever I do watch, it strikes me that Anime characters are UNREALISTICLY hot!! I mean just think about it!! The hairstyles, the body, the attitude........it's not humanly possible!!

And can someone please explain to me the concept of poking someone!? I really don't get it. Is it because you aren't next to the person, so you virally "poke" them!!?? That's ridiculous!!! Ridiculous.....but fun at the same time, so I'm not complaining!!

Well, back to being bore cause I don't wanna bore you peeps!! Carry on lazing around then!!!

And as Facebook constantly asks me.......What's on your mind!? Let me know!!!

 

Friday the 13th

Friday the 13th

 

 

 

So, it's Friday the 13th......anybody out there see a ghost or something!!?? 

Honestly, I don't believe in this ghost stuff, and all these superstitions about unlucky13, cause to me, it's kind of weird and unbelievable.

 

But hey, if you do believe in all of this, then all I can say is that I hope you have a lucky Friday the 13th!! With no ghosts, or vampires, or werewolves or anything like that, if you know what I mean!! I definitely don't want anyone to face a real life situation of Hotel Transylvania!!! 😅😅😅.

 

All that aside, I do have some advice for all those superstitious peeps out there:

                              

Stay safe guys!!!

 

Captain America: Civil War

Captain America: Civil War

 

 

OMG! Civil War is just AMAZING! One of the best Marvel movies I have seen! Definitely surpassed my expectations, it was such a mind blowing movie!!

Well firstly, I was constantly asked who's team I was on, Team Captain America or Team Iron Man. But let me ask you something, WHO IN THEIR RIGHT MIND CAN CHOSE!!??

 

I mean, there's the strong, muscular, fine looking Chris Evans on one side, with his amazing team consisting of psychic girl Scarlet, guy with sweet wings Falcon, the Winter soldier Bucky of course, Ant-man AND Hawkeye.....HOW COOL!!!!

 

                                

 

 

 

And THEN,  there's the hilarious, sarcastic, also fine looking Robert Downey Jr on the other side with his fantastic team consisting of Black Widow, played by Scarlett Johansson, Black Panther, Vision, War Machine AND........Spiderman!!!

 

                              

 

 

WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO!!??

I'll tell you. I was neutral. Yes, I supported both but none at the same time, if that even makes sense. I mean....just have a look at this poster for God's sake!!!

 

                              

 

Well I won' reveal anything, cause I don't wanna spoil anything for any of you, so I will say is...... 

 

                                

One Of Those IPL Nights

Huh. Those late nights, staying up and watching IPL matches. Tonight is one of those nights. My Bangalore team playing Punjab (I used to support them two seasons ago). But it's all to disappointing really. My team isn't playing well, and that's been the story of this entire season!!
Too many key players lost to injury, RCB just isn't able to find the right balance........and if they do find it any later in the tournament, it's gonna be to late
Well, in other news, a lot of mosquitoes are biting me now. My life is THAT uneventful that this would qualify as news!!

OK THIS MIGHT BE OUT FINALLY. Chahal might have the break through!! AND HE DOES!!! So now I'm gonna spend the rest of the match typing cause I now believe typing is lucky for RCB. Something that you may not know about me, but might have figured out due to my previous sentence........
I'm VERY superstitious. VERY.

So David Miler comes in to bat with Punjab 88-2 requiring still another 88 out of 55 balls.
Question of the day: You think I'll make a good sports commentator!!??

I THINK THIS MIGHT BE ANOTHER WICKET!! OMG OMG OMG IT IS!!! MILLER ON HIS WAY FOR NAUGHT!!!
.........And it's crap like this that makes me this superstitious!!!!

Peeps who are watching comment!! 

The Rain

Someone once told me
When I was in seventh grade
That when two people have fallen in love
That is when it rains

 

At first it puzzled me
I couldn't make sense of it
But then it hit me out of the blue
How beautiful rain actually is

 

The Peacock is said to do
Nothing but a rain dance
With it's tail spread out wide
And in the rains it's beauty is enhanced


Why then, I just couldn't understand
This phenomenon symbolizes sorrow
It is such a beautiful thing, rain
I really just can't follow


Rain brings smiles for farmers alike
And little kids who like to get wet
And gives a romantic feel all around
The feeling of sorrow I just don't get !!

A natural cleansing of everything around
Tiny water droplets from heaven
Which can turn to snow or even hail
But enjoyment is there even then !!
 

But it's beautiful to think
That every time it showers
Two people fall in love
And it blooms all through, like a flower


And if so much love is spreading around
I hope there are much more rains
And I hope it comes from heaven above
To wash away all the pain

 

 

 

Mothers Day!!

To all the Moms out there, Happy Mothers Day!!
To my Mom, my very special, one in a million, loving, caring Mom, Happy Mothers Day!! I love you from the bottom of my heart, and you will always, ALWAYS, have a special place in my heart and in my life. You make me who I am today.

That warm reassuring smile
Seen even in your smiling eyes
Can better any day, good or bad
How much it means you don't realize

Those cuddly warm hugs
Radiating your unconditional love
A love only you possess
A true gift from the heaven above

The hysterical laughs we have
The crazy things we do together
So many memories made
Memories enough to last me forever

The strongest woman I have ever known
And that I ever will know
You give immeasurable strength and courage
And for that I should thank you so

Only so much can be said in words
And these words are never enough
The amount you help me, immeasurable again
Through good times and rough

I'm sorry for all the trouble I cause
And for the times I drive you mad!
But no matter what I do
You're still the best anyone could have had!

I'm so proud, so happy to call you my Mom
Actually, proud doesn't begin to describe it
In this crazy, 16 year old life of mine,
I have to say, you're a perfect fit!

Thank you Mom, for all that you put up with, the way you put up with it, for always being there for me, for always encouraging me and giving me advice, for all the times you got mad and shouted at me but we ended up laughing, the love, the care, that ever warm and young heart, just..........thank you for EVERYTHING. Love you 😍😍

Vacations!!

Okay. So recently I went to Udaipur for a cousins wedding.....and I have only one word for it FANTABULOUS. It is such a beautiful place, with a hint of ancient India and a modernized civilization.
So originally we were in Kumbhalgarh first, and the story of the small place captivated me, and you MUST check it out. The wall surrounding the Kumbhalgarh Fort is the second largest in the world, after the Great Wall of China.

                             

It's actually so big that marathons are run on it every year!! The fort is a beautiful place, where you can see the sparring fields, queens quarters, horse stables and a lot more, including light and sound show telling the tale of Kumbhalgarh.

                            

I do not have enough words to describe the temple above, Ranakpur Temple. The carvings inside are beyond beautiful, and it's such a peaceful, quite, sacred and brilliantly maintained place. And now for one of the highlights of  my trip, the Parshuram Temple in Kumbhalgarh.

    

Now you may not understand why this was one of the highlights of my trip. Well, let me explain. the TREK to the temple was a highlight......actually trek is an understatement!! Over a 1000 steps and several slopes downhill (which gets down in  jiffy) AND uphill.
Now coming uphill is when I thought I would never make it back to civilization, and I had my life flashing before my eyes 😂😂. It was REALLY tough!! Eventually I did make it back though....and these are now memories I will treasure FOREVER.

So that's about it I saw over in Kumbhalgarh, after which I headed to Udaipur.

Ah! The City of Lakes! It is one of the most beautiful places I have EVER seen, and though we had to cramp up all the sight seeing in a couple of days, I thoroughly enjoyed it!

     

Fateh Sagar Lake, where I went boating, and in the middle of which Nehru Park is located, and it's so beautiful I, again, don't have enough words to describe it (the amount of times I was left speechless by the beauty of these places is SO MANY)

City Palace. Enough said. Such a grand place, with such an amazing history, I was in awe. They thought of EVERYTHING when they built that palace.....like literally EVERYTHING. The Royal family still occupies part of it, and the rest is open to the public. This, too, is a must visit.

                      

So all this put aside, the first North Indian wedding I attended was amazing!! Shout out to my cousin and my aunt for giving me such a great time and such great hospitality!! I met amazing new people and had such a great time, I didn't want it to end!! In the tradition od North Indian weddings, five of us, including me, managed to get the Grooms 'jootha' (shoes), and made some profit from it 😂😂😁😁. Congrats to the amazing couple though!! Happy married life!! Love ya!!


So all in all, an amazing, fantabulous, once in a lifetime (hope not), experience!!! If you ever have the chance to go you should!! And use this as a guide!!!

Hey Guys!!

What's up peeps!? Sorry I have been SO inactive over the past months! I've been busy with another blog, and have ben catching up on my 'Me' time 😂. Still I think I'll be posting a lot more now......so that's good for you!!

Oh and I wanted to give a shout out to my other blog narutofanpage23.blogspot.com !!! If you do find the time check it out, and in case you aren't an anime fan, I hope my blog can change that opinion!! Enjoy both anyways!!

Paper World

The other night, fallen asleep
I dreamt of a paper world
With different kinds of paper people
And paper animals and paper birds

The sky a faint ink black
Origami birds flying back to their nests
And the slight breeze rustling paper leaves
This paper world was at it's best.

And there was my family, all sitting together
Watching TV, the Paper Back View
Laughing, enjoying, just having a good time
The moon lighting the world up, bright and new

But all was not as it appeared
In this world of paper times
There was still pollution and corruption
And people committing many a crime

And of course there was still paper money
Fueling these paper peoples greed
And even in this world of paper people
This paper money never met ever growing needs

Confetti cannons leading the way
In wars being fought for no reason
Burning holes through the paper armies
While the helpless paper people run

Smoke burning the paper atmosphere
Paper trees being shredded down
And pollution from paper factories and cars
Turning paper white buildings brown

All was not a fairytale written in this paper world
But these paper people had hope and belief
That someday they would write the fairytale ending
And could turn the page, and start over a new leaf

The Best Class Ever

I landed up in the best class ever
So many memories were made
But the year is coming to an end now
And these memories will never fade

The messy lunch break scenes
The football games at the back of the class
The constant name calling
The countless times we lost the out pass !

Shazma ma'am's Hindi lectures
And her brilliant facial expressions
And the clueless chemistry periods
When Bridget ma'am went on about various reactions

The kind of entertainment we always had
Because of certain people in SST
And the crazy games periods
That provide beyond entertainment for me

All the girls 'whipping it out'
The unity I felt with my class mates
And though we got in trouble time and again
Those memories are the ones that are great

The countless times we got a games period
The hilarious nature walks
The mafia games and also ghost
The free periods we just sat and talked

It feels like just yesterday I walked into 10A
And never did I expect such good times
This class has gone beyond expectations
And I'm grateful for you friends of mine

This class is one I'll never forget
And what memories it has made for me in my last year
And when finally we vid our goodbyes
I will surely shed more than a tear.

School Life

School Life

When you're a small kid, just a teeny toddler

And you walk into the massive building called school

You're scared down to your last cell

You think rather than being educated, you should stay a fool

Ah ! But that's where you are dearly mistaken

For school is the best thing that will ever happen to you

For the people you meet and the things you learn

You come out of there a brand new you

And down that same road, I have been

And the road has come to an end now

But I have learnt much in my schooling life

And I have to leave, but I don't know how

It taught me math, though I didn't like it much

And it taught me science, I was alright

And it taught me all my speaking skills

It taught me what's wrong, and what's right

It inspired my writing skills, the reason I write this 

It taught me the true meaning of friendship

And the friends I have made here, they took me on a journey

A journey that will never end, I will always stay on this Friend Ship

I cried many tears in this place called school

But then it taught me how to stand up

And to face my problems, to face my fears

It provided me with the care and the love

I learnt how to be disciplined

I learnt all about time management

And how to adjust and care for another

Oh the countless hours in school we spend !

And I met the most amazing human beings

Be it teachers or my fellow school mates

Some appeared to be rather mean sometimes

But none of them I could ever hate

School is where I first played basketball

That happiness I get with ball in my hand

And wearing my school jersey proudly

Determined in court I stand

The endless gossip across the corridors

The teasing with your first school crush 

And the thrill in troubling a teacher

That punishment which gives you an adrenaline rush

Oh I'll miss these crazy times at school

I mean it from the bottom of my heart

It's all just brushed past me so fast

Up until now, right from the start

But memories last forever, these ones will for sure

The tears, the fears and all the happy times

They have made me who I am today

And oh it's been a great climb

And those who shared this journey with me

I couldn't thank you enough

For being there for me by my side

Through good times but also rough

So school you see is a magical place

And you'll miss it all when it's over

If I had the chance to do it all again

I would do it over and over

The Poem of Puns

I'm a really punny person

I'll show you exactly why

But please don't PUNish me

If you laugh so much that you die !

Well I would start of with a chemistry joke

But I know I won't get a reaction

And I would move on to mathematics but

2 out of 3 people have trouble with fractions

Now take my advice here

To write with a broken pencil is pointless

Said even the roundest night at King Arthur's round table

That would be Sir Cumference 

Hmm...I once heard a joke about amnesia

But I forgot how it goes 

Oh ! I smell a bad pun coming

But I don't know....who nose !

I was wondering how lightning works

When it finally struck me

At least I know sign language

I must say it's pretty handy !

The man who invented the door knocker ?

Well he won a No Bell prize

And have you heard about the discovery of "Ah" ?

It's the Element of Surprise !

I used to have a fear of hurdles

But I got over it soon

What did Neil Armstrong say after he was back on earth ?

"Neil before me, I was second on the moon. "

Have you tried eating a clock before ?

It's very time consuming 

But a good baker should rise to the occasion

It's the yeast he should be doing !

The world of puns is endless

And I could go on on

So just remember the importance

Of the ever funny pun !

The End of the Quarter

                         

Last week brought the end of an era. The last of my days for the NHVPS Basketball team. Six years ago, when I was in 5th standard, I was asked whether I wanted to play for my school, and who denies opportunities like that? But at that time, I didn't really know what the game was, it didn't really mean much to me. But now I can't say the same. 

Basketball means everything to me. I really don't know what I would have done without this sport that I have come to love so much through the years. 

Back then, I didn't know how it felt to wear your school jersey, proudly, with your school name in the front, and your own at the back. I never knew it could be such a proud feeling. But now I do. Now I 

know. 

        

And how empty I feel, that I won't wear that jersey again, representing my school, playing with my teammates that I have come to love and care for so much over the years on court with them. 

I will miss it all. The fast breaks, the missed attempts but the chances at redemption, the buzzer beaters, those matches that went down to the last second, the close losses, the closer victories, both happy and sad tears, standing at the free throw line with your palms sweating like crazy cause you know you can't miss the shot, I will miss it all. My teammates, my coach and that style of the game itself..........

But that being said, I look forward to start playing for another team. A new beginning. A chance to do it all over again, with new friends and new people. And I can't wait for that new adventure to begin. 

                                                                    🏀🏀🏀

        

I Have A Dream

I HAVE A DREAM

I have a dream
That one day, all discrimination
Will be removed, and it will makes us
A truly democratic nation

That the slums of the poor will vanish...
Not to make space for a skyscraper,
But because there isn't any poor at all
And I hope this problem will taper

I have a dream
That some day, we will eradicate
All the corruption in our country
And it will better our fate

That our country will soon become
The most educated country,
With each individual having access to education
And to those who can't afford it, for free

I have a dream
That India will be pollution free
And not only will we have the 'Green City'
But we will be a green country

That our society will stand as one
Not on the basis of caste or religion
But united as one, under the name of
Proud Indians.

I have many dreams
And I also have faith in my country
That soon these will come true
And will be just as I see it to be

I am a proud Indian
And of my people, I'm as proud as I can be
And along with all these dreams, I hope
My country will be proud of me.