It's Not The END

So today I read something that really bothered me, like REALLY. So this post went like this:      

 

Now, while I find it oh so cute and loving that we can think of our family like this, and the fact that I really do love my family, all the END references really troubled me. They say that "Friends are the Family you choose", so how can you say that all these, lets call them relationships, are bound to come to an end!? That is absolutely WRONG.

 

Isn't it sad, the fact that some people ACKNOWLEDGE that their friendships will never last, or their relationships for that matter!? That friend you were so close to in school or college, that boy or girl you probably said "I love you" to, that bestie you shared so many fun times with and hoped you would have more to come........and just admitting defeat to the course of time, giving up on these important people in life.

 

Ah Time! The devil that screws with everyone, that screws with all friendships, all relationships, for its own amusement I guess. And some so slowly, and some ever so quickly, you find friends disappearing from your lives. Fading. And soon enough you realize that you guys went from speaking or chatting everyday to hearing nothing from them for weeks, and then months and then years and soon enough that person doesn't even exist anymore.

 

WHY!? Why does this happen to such close friends, when they meant everything in the world to you and vice versa, but suddenly you find yourselves taking your own paths, and you never find that common ground for the both of you. And just like that, years of friendship and time spent together I just gone. Gone and forgotten. It breaks MY heart! So what if you're in different colleges!? So what if you have taken different streams!? SO WHAT!?

 

Understand the importance of FRIENDS people.........cause when you are alone, and the world seems like a dark, dark place, and your family can't help you anymore, you turn to your friends. But won't it be SO DRASTIC if there is no on to turn to!? No one to lend a shoulder, no one to support you!? No one to wipe your tears, no one to help you stand up.....no one, and you're all alone.

 

This post is 80% BULLSHIT. The 20% that's true!? Everything abut your family, and that's it. So please, hear me out when I say this, and I don't just say it I shout it out LOUD, cherish your family and cherish your friends. Love them with all your heart, and always put an effort into it, you won't regret it I SWEAR.

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The Candle of Friendship

The candle stood, flame shining bright, alone but independent, fragile but confident, humble yet strong. 

Friendship, in all its glory and brightness, seems like the easiest thing. How hard can it be? To be friends with someone? But experienced people think otherwise. Friendship, may just be the easiest thing when the goings are good, and both people are happy, and so everyone is happy. But this isn't the case always.......

 The candle still stood, flame still shining bright. Still independent. Still confident. Still humble and still strong. But then, just then, a wind blew. A weak wind, but the flame flickered. The smallest flicker.........

Yes, friendship is easy. Easy, until there's a small problem that arises between you. A tiny, tiny problem, which you think can cause no harm. Ah! But you're mistaken here. And the worst thing you can do is dismiss the problem, without acknowledging it. 

 The wind might have started out weak, but it is certainly persistent. One small flicker after the other, the flame endures it, but it knows that it can no longer do it on its own. Independent people sometimes are dependent you know!?

So you dismissed the problem. But just like that wind, one small, dismissed problem after another, the tension between you two rises. You suddenly find yourself in such a position, that you're fading away, flickering out of existence.....

The flickering has slowed down, reduced. A hand now protects the flame on one side, but why does it continue to flicker? Because on other side, exposed to the raw wind, the flame is still dying, still fading. Slowly, but steadily disappearing. 

Effort from one side will never save your friendship, it will only sustain it for a certain amount of time. The end is inevitable, just like for that flame, if your friendship isn't protected and nourished from both sides.

 The candle stands now, strong again, protected on both sides by loving hands. Nurtured by these loving hands. It is no longer a flame, but a fire. A fire that will burn bright for eternity, because independent as it is, no one is alone in this world, not even a small flame.....

Problems arise in every friendship, every relationship. But all it takes is that small effort from both sides to keep the eternal fire of your friendship burning, and burning bright. Don't give up on your friends, put in that little effort, cause that's all it takes. 

My Insight Into The Finals

So guys, I have been asked by my dear, but superstitious sister to get typing, to help RCB a bit. If I had to describe my sis in three words during these past two months, it would superstitious, superstitious and superstitious.

But still, here I am, probably typing the longest blog ever, cause I REALLY REALLY want RCB to win!!! It's already looking really good for RCB, with the bowling looking in top form. Don't wanna say anything to jinx it though!!!

Our fielding is looking ON POINT so far, so all looking good for Bangalore!! Gayle bowling.....run out chance, could have been better fielding. Hmm, I'm really surprised that Gayle has been brought on to bowl, but a good move though.

Top shot from Dhawan. AND THEN DROPPED. WTF. Jamaican Giant GO HOME. Watto on vs Warner. Shit six. Shit. Shit. Shit. C'mon Watto, you're better than that. Just a single.

Oh another six. Great. There is a lot of screaming in my house right now, because my sis and Sumedha make a bad combination in this case!!! Doesn't carry to slip. And then the fielders just look on as Warner hits a four. This is actually good cricket from SRH.

So let me tell you how effin happy I am, and I'll tell you why as well. Ok, so I always wanted to get into Christ, and my results were that good that I got in!!! I'm not officially celebrating, but still, I'm really happy. Hmmm why is Gayle still on !?? What is Kohli on to here!!?? Full toss. Misfield. By Kohli. What's happening!!?? Six from the Bull.

Bleh. Bleh. Bleh. If you know what I mean.

I'm wearing a Superman/Batman hoodie right now, and I feel way cool. Chahal on to bowl. You think I can get a job with Cricinfo!? I think I'm pretty damn good!! Misfield. Again. Shouting. Again.

YYEESSSSS OUT !!!! Chahal strikes!!  Dhawan the man!!! Shouting out of happiness this time!!! Henriques to come in. Chahal is really a rising star isn't he!? Brilliant find by RCB really, also great he's getting a chance in the Indian team. Hope he proves himself

Buy Voltas All Star AC. I just saw the ad. I could feel the air. No I couldn't. Could I get paid for this!? Something to think about LOL!! I'm not actually laughing out loud though. Shot for a six. A lllooooonnnngggg way. Six and then single, brilliant cricket from Warner.

Current run rate is 9.45......

Screw these ads really!!! Indians come up with the most POINTLESS SHIT. Chahal back on. Has this been the most exciting IPL ever!!?? Poll question. I will post the results!!! I think so, cause the way it swung in RCB's favor just at the right time......brilliant. Four more for Warner. MISfuckingFIELD. FUCK YOU. Ugghhhhhhhhhh this is frustrating. 50 for Warner.......out of 24..........another one........wow.

EDGED BUT NOT CAUGHT. KL RAHUL IS NOT A WICKET FUCKING KEEPER. Does Sumedha always wear her glasses while watching the match!? It matters....really something to think about!!!! NOT. Four. And another one. Fielders standing and staring. We are sitting and staring. Warner takes a fall but laughs it off, so does Kohli.

OUT!!!!!!!!!!! BUT NOT WARNER!!!! HENRIQUES OUT. JORDAN WITH THE BLOW. Chahal with a damn good catch!!! Yuvi comes in.......this makes me nervous. OOOHHHH close one.

Fall in love with learning!? Can that ad be anymore cliché!? My ass physics. Watto in to the attack.
I actually hate commentators who are just all about cricket, I like a bit of fun!! Gayle bending and diving in ways I have never seen him do before!!! Good bouncer!! I love the juicy bowling LOL. 

Hmm.....the Red Army is half dead, and they have a right to be. Classy, brilliant shot. Textbook. Crap four. And then flicked for a six......Yuvi is dishing it out here!!! Classy again.

Next ball!? RUN OUT CHANCE, SINGLE TAKEN. Damn........bunch of fatties being recorded on TV. Warner on strike......lets see what happens.....up in the air but no one to catch it.

Me, myself and I playing, LOVING IT. Chahal back on!! Hopefully an exciting over!! Defended. Solid defense just FYI. WHAT TURN!! Close chance......Chahal looking really good at the moment!!!

Is it just me who thinks that Danny Morrison is the best commentator!!?? He is just so excited bout everything that happens in the game!! He gets all me excited!!! Messi looks fab in this ad, he is REALLY cute isn't he!? But its not like I am a football fan or anything!!!

Arvind back into the attack. #GlamShot !!?? WTH !!?? HOW WAS THAT ALLOWED TO BE A FOUR!!?? AND THEN A WICKET !!!! WARNER OUT !!!! RCB FINALLY HAVE THE BREAKTHROUGH !!!! ARVIND YOU BEAUT !!! WHY AM I TYPING IN CAPS!!! Back to regular font.

Hooda in to bat. Sumedha says AB Baby !!!

"We light up the world!!"- Firestone

129-3, never mind 135-3 in 14.3, as Yuvi hits a six, and then a four taking the total to 139........SRH are in a really good position to finish off on a high....

FADED !!! OUR SONG !!! And also a four.....wow Yuvi is just having fun now!!! Effortless batting at the moment. Oh close to an edge!! "Where are you now!?" I love this song so much. Single. Also effortless. HOODA OUT !!!! Arvind strikes......but Yuvi still being there is dangerous. Timeout.....really required by RCB right now.

That means break for me also. Catch you in a minute.

4,3,2,1 I'm back, and so is Jordan. OOOUUUUUUTTTTTTTTT!!!!! YUVRAJ OUT !!! WHAT A CATCH BY WATTO!!! Game on!!! SRH suddenly collapse, swinging the match again. Four.......damn......good shot though!! With that 150 is up.....152-5 in 16.3. Damn I'm hungry.....but no eating till batting is over. I'm as determined as any of these players. Direct hit and he was gone!!! Beer shampoo LEL. Just FYI, LEL stands for laughing even louder.

So, LEL.

Two wides in a row!? Watto what are you doing man!!?? AND THEN RUN OUT!!!! NAMAN OJHA OUT!!!! My dog is really bored right now. And really sleepy. DAMN SIX MORE. FARCK!!! Shit four more. Watson may have got a wicket in this over, but he has been ttooooooo expensive. PULL YOUR SHIT TOGETHER. That's better.........

What shot even was that!? Jordan bowling his last, one over after this. Score at 174-6 in 18.3......respective of a four from Cutting. JORDAN GETS A WICKET THOUGH!!! Chahal with the catch. He really has been involved in this match though right!!?? Cutting on strike........and its A WIDE GONE FOR FOUR. KL RAHUL GO HOME. ANOTHER FOUR WTF. Single......16 runs from Jordan's last.

Watto to bowl the last, and four first ball. FFUUUCCCKKK. Six. Out. Of. The. Stadium. Fuck. Ing. Shit. Third ball six more......Watson has lost us the match. Single fourth ball. Bhuvi on strike, single taken. Last ball, Cutting on strike.......and its a six. FUCK YOU WATSON. CONGRATS SRH.

BYE


 

Results, Results and Results.....

So apparently we were supposed to get our 10th standard results today, but no shit has happened.

It's getting on a lot of peoples nerves, including mine, that though our results are ready to be declared, it is just being postponed, and postponed and postponed. The board isn't thinking about the eager but anxious wait for us students.

 

Also, I want to tell you all how ridiculous it is that literally the entire course of our lives is being decided by this one exam.One. Fricking. Exam. When will the Indian Education System change!? There is so much pressure on students for this one exam, and sometimes for some people it is too much to handle.

 

So we get done with the exams, and by some miracle we have all coped with the stress, all to face it again waiting for our results!!?? What are you TRYING TO KILL US!? It is BEYOND ridiculous, honestly.

 

Every other day there is some ridiculous report in the news or online saying "CBSE Results to be declared tomorrow", and every student has that nervous, restless sleep, wakes up in the morning and finds out that it was a false report! What are you guys trying to achieve!? Give some kid a heart attack!? CUT IT OUT.

 

The declaration of our results has been so over hyped that I don't think anyone feels anything. We have run out of sweat, energy and racing heartbeats. It's about time to end this crap.

 

To my fellow 10th graders, I do wish you all the best for whenever our results do come out, and I hope everybody has all the success they deserve!! 

It's About Time We Change

I'm sick of this. Sick of this country and the stuck up mentality of majority of the people. The traffic. The pollution. The noise. The garbage everywhere. The corruption. Everything. I'm sick of everything.

Right from the reckless behavior of people when it comes to our environment and our surroundings, to the rash driving and the endless traffic, to the cheap people who give cheap staresand pass cheap comments, just cause they're cheap, to the stupid attitude of 'not mine, so don't care' that EVERYBODY adopts.

I don't know why, and I'm not proud of the fact, that this list is so long !!

Just yesterday, I was crossing the road, and about 50 meters behind me a bus had stopped, to pick up some passengers. I begin to cross the road, and when the bus starts, the driver sees me crossing, and instead of waiting, he starts accelerating TOWARDS me. I mean who in their right minds would do that!?? And so I ran back to the footpath, and the conductor in the bus had the adaucity to SHOUT at me from the bus!?? Like WHAT THE F*** !??

Garbage collectors (and I'm saying this because it has happened to my mom) won't collect garbage that is even one meter away from the area allotted to them!! One fricking meter!!

And also, every girl, and I mean literally every single one, will tell you that some random cheap guy, on the road, or at a signal, would have stared at her, or winked at her, or passed cheap comments like I said before.

I mean there are SO many restrictions on girls because of these things. I myself, being a girl child, have so many restrictions, and I don't blame my parents. Parents must be so insecure about their girl children, and all because of some random A Holes, who don't have a life or any better work to do than make girls insecure.

Honestly, we talk about how people study in India and then move abroad, and we criticize them so much, questioning their patriotism, but maybe they have just got that fed up with this damned country that they left it, leading better lives somewhere else. Is that to much to ask for !? Is it to much to understand !? It isn't for me. But it's time this country changed. Many people, including myself, believe that India is in the process of changing. But the question is are we really !??

P.S: Sorry if this offended anyone, it's just my bitter truth.

The Truth About Love

He was broken.

Girls had come and gone, but none of them wrecking him the way She did.

She who he stayed up all night for, when she needed someone to listen to her.
She who, whenever she needed him, had to make just a single phone call.
She who took out all her anger on him, and he just took it.
She who, when needed a friend, he was a friend.
She who, when needed a date, he was her date.
She, for who he tried to provide anything and everything.
She who broke his heart

And after losing each other, She wasn't broken.

He was.
Was he capable of loving again? Would he ever be fixed? Would She ever come back to him?

But it was not She who fixed him, or came back to him, but another girl.

This girl picked up the pieces of his broken heart. She was the light in his darkness. His star in the night. With all the love and warmth she had, she melted his heart right back into shape. Warmth flooded back into his life. He was no more broken.

He had late night phone calls with her, and this time, she was listening.
He always had her when he needed her, for she was one call away.
He took out his anger on her, but she never got upset.
He had a friend when he needed one.
He had a date when he wanted one
He had everything he wanted because of her.
He broke her heart.

With mended heart and even more love, he went back to Her. She who had not done anything to deserve his love, not before, not now, not ever. She who had broken his heart, but stole it as well, never returning it, keeping him returning. She who stole him from That girl.

That girl who loved him, and cared for him.
That girl who deserved his love, but still doesn't have it.
That girl who fixed him with all her warmth.

And now, That girl was broken, the love and warmth sucked right out her.

Her heart so cold it couldn't be broken